Learning through Life

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I love how our day-to-day life can teach us lessons to help us understand our past, challenge our today, and inspire our future. We can learn through experiences, situations, conversations, songs, books, nature ... the list is endless! Live with eyes ready to see, ears ready to hear and a heart ready to be touched.

Tuesday, 27 January 2015

Beautiful Imperfections!


 After months (actually, years) of planning, prayer and perspiration we launched LifePoint on the 11th January 2015.

We rushed around setting things up (wow - I never realised how easy we had it before - owning our own building!!), ran sound checks, put plenty of chairs out, laid the communion table, put on our 'Welcome' lanyards, and made sure the foyer came alive with the sound of music (ah-ah-ah-ah!)

Now, if you know me, you will know that I love to plan and have a very clear idea of how things should look, sound, and feel in my mind. I had it all sorted. The team had it all sorted. And I trusted that above all God had it all sorted!

And I waited with excitement and nerves energetically dancing around with each other.

Slowly, people came (phew!!) - and I am truly thankful to those that turned up to support us for our first service.

With absolute wonder at the faithfulness of God, who dropped this church in our hearts and minds years ago, the sound of the first 'Welcome to LifePoint' filled the hall. Wow. Awesome. It has happened! Thank you Jesus!

And so, onwards and upwards from here, right? We had been faithful to God's call to plant this church, facing many struggles and hurts and difficulties along the way, surely this would now be a blessed adventure?! A reward for our battle!

But ... as the service went on, the sense of excitement lessened as disappointment gathered momentum. I checked the 'LifePoint' area of my mind - but this looked different. This sounded different. This felt different. What was going on? Why was it all going wrong?

The high hopes, the expectations, the adrenalin ... crashed. I felt a failure. I felt I had let people down. Most importantly, I felt I had let God down. It hadn't been the perfect service I had wanted to give him for his glory.

With such a heavy heart, I drove home.

And then, one by one, in different forms, the messages came.

The messages of excitement. The messages of belonging. The messages of hope. The messages of enjoyment. The messages of wonder. The messages of thankfulness. The messages of God speaking into broken lives.

And there I learnt, despite how I felt it went, God was still there, God still spoke, and God still touched lives. God worked through the imperfect. 

Wow. My disappointment evaporated and my heart began to rejoice.

My perfect God doesn't need perfection.

People don't need perfection.

This is real life, a life that encompasses mess, confusion, hurt, anger, pain ... sin.

And this is real life, life that God loves to speak into, with ALL it's imperfections, to love, to forgive, to bless, and to transform. The imperfect that will one day become perfect in Him.

God, take the imperfect, that's all we have, and use it to show your perfect love to others.



Monday, 19 January 2015

Goodbye, Hello, and Help!

Goodbye comfort. Goodbye security. Goodbye friends. Goodbye church building and polished services.

This month I left all I have ever known as church after becoming a Christian 27 years ago. This church was my spiritual home, place of development, where I felt called into the ministry, my friends, my family, my life. I gave all I had to it and I gave all I was to it. I loved it (and I still do).

But, when God calls - we have to go right? It's Simple.

Although, in all honesty, it never was that simple. I questioned, I fought, I struggled; I was stubborn and scared. I never doubted God's voice, but doubted his plan! Did he really know what he was doing? Did he really think I was up to it? Did he really want me ripped away from all I knew and loved to start something totally new?! But I knew ... it was time to practice what I preach and put my trust in him.

And so:

Hello discomfort, Hello unknown. Hello loneliness. Hello a whole new way of being church!

LifePointChurch.uk

                        Hello church planting.

                        Hello LifePoint Church. 

                        Hello to a new adventure.




And Hello to a new blog series (well, that's the intention) as I try and work out, walk out and live out all it means to be church in a new community, with a new team, and a new leadership responsibility.

I haven't got it all together - in fact - I'm secretly (well, not so secretly now!) freaking, but I will continue to put my feet down where I believe God is leading and trust he will equip me to serve him as he reveals his plan in all this crazyness!! Prayers always appreciated!




What have I learnt so far?

* That it is possible to love a community of people whilst they are pretty much still strangers.

* That God often reveals the big picture, but waits for us to step out before revealing the details.

* That not all Christians will be behind you.

* That God sends support and encouragement in the most obscure ways!

* That God loves to speak to imperfect people through imperfect people.



The journey has started ... come along with me, it would be great to have companions!



 

Thursday, 10 July 2014

God didn't Smirk!

Repost from 2012

God didn't Smirk
(Genesis 3)

So, Adam and Eve disobeyed God and ate from the forbidden tree.  We all know the story.  The serpent convinced Eve it really wasn't that bad, and Eve caved.  She ate the fruit and then gave some to Adam to eat as well.  They both messed up.  God had told them not to, and they did.  Two children disobeying their Father's orders. (Here enters the fall of mankind ... but that is not what I want to focus on today)



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What do Adam and Eve do?  
Adam and Eve become aware of their nakedness and run off to find somewhere to hide.

What does God do?
He acknowledges their disobedience and dishes out their punishment - (they did disobey GOD after all!) but then...

The LORD God made garments of skin for Adam and his wife and clothed them.

He made them clothes to hide their nakedness!

Instead of smirking and watching them squirm with embarrassment - He made them clothes!

Wow.

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I am not so sure I would have responded the same way.  If my children had gone out in the rain and jumped in puddles after being told not to - and were drenched - I would be tempted to say:  'well - if you had not been disobedient you wouldn't be in this mess - now you are going to be wet and cold all day!'  

But that isn't how God responds.   Yes, there may be a punishment of sorts, but then a dry set of clothes would be provided for us to wear, and continue our day in.


God is Just - he cannot ignore disobedience.  But he is also full of GRACE - and loves to bless his children. Grace is right there at the beginning.


Thank you God that you give even when we don't deserve it.  Your Grace is AMAZING. 


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